Sierra Cemetery

Myself, R and M went to meditate in Sierra Cemetery. We reached at the gate of the cemetary around midnite, but R and M didn't want to go out from my car. I guess M was still upset about the events in the evening.

So I went in alone first, I let R accompany M in the car. I went up the hill, looking for a spot between the graves to settle down. I found one spot and immediately I placed the plastic sheet on the ground for me to sit down and tried to focus, but I could not focus. After 30 minutes, with no sign of R and M coming, I packed my things and got out from the cemetary compound and went to my car. M and R were still in the car. I called them to come out. Which they did. M was reluctant, I could sense that.

So the three of us went in and started walking up the hill. Abount 30 meter from the gate, M stood still and said to me and R, "I only send both of you up till here". Then she spoke towards the direction of the darkness in the bushes "I only send them, please show yourself to them". After that she turned around started walking back towards the car.

Is she sincere to follow us ? I asked myself.

R followed M and said to her "What's wrong with you, why you send us here if you don't want to follow us?"

M said, "I only want to send u only".

R said, "Looks like you want to help but you are not being sincere. Come on, let's do this together...."

M reluctantly agreed.

We went farther into the cemetary compound, and I finally I located a spot which could accomodate the three of us.

I rolled out the plastic sheet for us to sit, and we settled ourselves down. M was in the middle.

I placed the offering - sirih pinang, tobacco and traditional cigar in front of me and recited my mantra and went deep into meditation. But as usual, I didn't see any spiritual entity, even though M signalled to me to look at one direction, as if someone was there, but I only could see white energy...or was it the mist?

M saw a spirit of a woman sitting down with her head covered with sarong staring at us. The woman was sitting near a grave in the direction that we came from.

R saw a spirit of an old man, standing in front of him. He look like a Bajau man, in his 50s. The spirit didn't speak to R, but R sensed that he wanted an assistance.

Around 2.30 am, we packed our things and headed back to the car.